LoVe is RIDICULOUS!!! ">lovers, stop abusing those who are not in LoVe<"

felt so embarrassed, my GOD,  only YOU know how was my feeling at tht moment !!!! why me??? i don't mind being self-embarrassed, but seriously i hate when i felt embarrassed because of someone else doing, who has nothing to do w my life !!!
u see, this boy-girl love/affection/infatuation, is totally ridiculous n make foolish of themselves n other people as well. u guys wanna make foolish of urself, go ahead, none goin  to stop u, but why u chose me to be e foolish one as well???? can't u guys see how indecisive r u when u fall into ur "LoVeLaNd"??? u can't even make ur stand strong. when u wanted so much not to do that, stand strong w ur decision dude !!! what i'm wondering here, after ur so-called lover wants you to do that, u changed your mind right away (that's what called as a pure love i guess, but sorry, i can't appreciate it) n willing to do it regardless of what ws ur decision before.
okay2, still, this is none of my business, i don't give a damn how ur love story goes, whatevr it is, it's not gonna affect my life. BUT !!!!!! here is a BUT, WHY U GT ME INVOLVED INTO IT???? i was bein a free-bird, flying peacefully w/out ruining anyone's living. n out of sudden, u caught me n threw me into an embarrassment trap !!!

mashaALLAH, astaghfirullah...... at last, i became e clown !!! ya Allah, sharam hoga, sobhi jane ka surath dekhena na wo waqt mein.. mera naam joker ka kahani sarka hoga!!! jeena yaha, marna yaha, tere seeva, jaana kaha ;(  
noooooooo !!! i do have lots of other options n i'm not gonna stay in that trap forever.

i will love (in a halal way) someone one day, inshaAllah, though i will never ask a 3rd person to be the "sacrificing goat" just to achieve e wish of my love!!

reminders fr myself:
>don't be selfish. never cause others to feel awkward for ur own benefit.
>be yourself. don't change ur decision for unnecessary reason, or bcs others said so.
>finally, LET IT BE. don't worry too much as everyone surely has forgotten e moment u gt embarrassed bcs it not a big matter for 'em.

peace =)